Super relate ako sa part na "Doubting yourself" kasi feeling mo minsan di enough yung skills, knowledge and capacity mo in doing something. Then bigla mo nalang mare-realize na "Baka di ako sa pag-tuturo?".
I've also experienced that feeling and insecurities, not ones and twice but so many times as being a college education student. Sa tuwing nakakakita ako ng magagaling sa klase and even sa ibang majors di ko mapigilang ma-insecure, naiisip ko "buti pa sya nadadala yung sarili nya habang nagsasalita infront of the class", "buti pa sya magaling mag-talk", "buti pa sya peborit ng prof kasi magaling", these insecurities and doubts are really hard to remove from my mind back then.
But eventually, na-realized ko na lang na if di ako magtitiwala sa sarili ko, sino na lang magtitiwa sakin? After that realization, I'll try harder and do my best in everything, lalo na ngayon.
My Greatest Realization: Instead of focusing to the external factors from your surroundings na di mo kayang baguhin/alisin, it's better to focus to yourself, know your worth, and improve the skills you already had, help yourself to stand independently and confidently, at ipakita sa iba na kaya mo rin tulad nila.
To the author: Kaya mo yan!! Aja! Tiwala lang ☝️